well..

..this isnt my first post just my others got deleted i was jodjodz but ohwell. Todays been okay i guess, Ben (boyfriend) is revising cuz he got a uni exam tomorrow so im bored. And singing to no doubt lol. And eating celebrations yum yum. Anyone want one?

School on the 10th i really dont want to go i hate it so much i feel so out of place there even tho iv been there for a few years i really dont feel like i fit in and you no when u start a new school and you feel no one likes you? well i feel like that and i feel like no one likes me, they probs do but i really feel like that i hate it i want to move schools so bad just so then maybe i would feel like i fit in a bit more. But my parents wont let me because there isnt any more schools round here. so i guess i will just have to put up with it. Not long left to go now i guess bout 2Years :(

My life is getting better Ben and me are better then ever and well i love him more then ever right now we are so perfect together like HE said...."me+you=perfection" That made me proper happy and smiley. Hes so perfect and everything that i have ever wanted and im pretty sure that me and him are going to last forever he tells me it alot and i no when he says something he means it and he doesnt just say it for the sake of it. I love him so much and i no he loves me more then anything to. Hes my big star and im his little star, and his shortass lol. And his tigger :D

Well right now im sat on my laptop on the sofa all cuddled up in a blanket and on msn but not talking to anyone waiting for ben to come online so about 5:30ish i guess. Its so warm right now yay. And i have chocolate so obviously im going to be happy lol just like any other girl would be. I got the tiara on that me and ben have some private jokes about lol.

Well i had my nails done today to! They my own i dont need false ones but they really pretty my cousin done them because shes a beautition (im not sure how you spell it sorry) and she asked me if she could do my nails because she liked the length of them so said that she wanted to make them look the best they can so she done french manicure on them and put a little butterfly on the thumbs, it looks really pretty and she re-highlighted my hair to. But im not sure weather i like that yet but hey she said that it looked good lol. And shes the beautition so it must look good or maybe shes just saying it to be nice to her FAV cousin hehe.

Ummmmmm im not sure what to rant on about now apart from im bored =[ and i have cold hands again =[ why do i always get cold hands even when the rest of me isnt cold? Im not off out anywhere tonight so im on the comp till about 10ish, oh the joy lol. But i will get to talk to him for a bit maybe he said i would so i guess i will..



anywhoooo not much else to say today so toodles xxxx